30 octobre 2011

day 3 after chimio

not feeling really well .  me sens pas terrible .
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29 octobre 2011

day two after chimio

James Brown .Get Up Offa That Thing [Show Tv Live .1977] this morning i really felt better than James Bown!! quite amazing, sun shining, good form.....maybe they got the wrong product? maybe it was water or tequila insted of chimio? .......in fact.....it's the real stuff....arriving midday, i suddenly felt really tired, a bit sick, muscle pain. i had the visit of Jacqueline, and later on Sandra.  i don't have much energy, but it's good to feel people around, here them talk. tonight, i'm a bit in pain. it's like an inside... [Lire la suite]
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28 octobre 2011

day one after chimio

William under mummy's duvet today - William sous la couette de maman aujourd'hui yesterday after the chimio, Sandra took me to my parents.this is where i'm staying for few days, so i can rest, and be with the kids (they are on holiday....and full of energy) i slept really well, with a little chemical help ^^, and i felt allright all day. (cross fingers, touch wood, etc...). no second effects for the moment. just tired which is normal. i spent most afternoon half sleeping and listening to the boys playing. William would come from... [Lire la suite]
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28 octobre 2011

first chimio - première chimio

yesterday, 7h45, Marie came to get me to take at the clinic. first one to arrive in a 5 beds ward...so i had the choice, and i went next to a window. a nice nurse arrived, and plugged me in. i stayed there from 8 am to 3 pm. i saw lots of people coming in and out for their treatment. first one in, last one out (like at the pub!!) everybody came with someone, it was calm and quiet. most of them where sleeping, while the people with them where reading. I was happy to be with Marie, she looked after me, and did my nails with the... [Lire la suite]
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27 octobre 2011

Hi honey can't believe you still look bloody lovely with a wig on! You are lucky you have such beautiful charicmatic face. Thinkinf of you every day xxx
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26 octobre 2011

pose de la chambre - installation of device

   today, i went to hospital to install a device under my skin, where they are going to plug the chimio (like in Matrix). i had a light localanesthetic, and i've been "hypnotised"....it was really wired....he made me talk about something i like....painting, and then, talked to me really softly during the operation about painting.... i could feel everything with the operation, but i felt really relaxed because of the "little voice".....amazing these new technics!!! the good thing about it, is that you are awake all the time,... [Lire la suite]
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26 octobre 2011

prothèse capillaire - wig

yesterday i went to the wig shop, the girl was extremly helpfull and understanding. she didn't have any "afro" in her stock.....they don't have curly hair wigs cause it's too difficult to make and look after. hier je suis allée au centre de prothèse capillaire, la fille était super et vraiment à l'écoute. elle n'avait pas "d'afro" dans ses stocks....apparemment, fabriquer des cheuveux frisés c'est pas évident, et c'est l'enfer à entretenir. so after selecting a few, i went for that one, in a lighter chocolate color. en avoir choisi... [Lire la suite]
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25 octobre 2011

infirmières - nurses

yesterday i had an appointment with the nurses. they explained everything, the treatment, where, when, how....  now i know for sure i'm going to loose my hair...in 15 days exactly!!! wouaaaaahh....I've got 2 weeks to get used to look like a boiled egg ^^ i feel anxious, because i know the treatment is not going to be really fun , and at the same time, i can't wait to be there caus' i can feel an alien inside me and hurting. this afternoon, i'm going to the wig shop....not the carnaval one....i'm gonna choose a proper wig for... [Lire la suite]
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22 octobre 2011

beau moment

va pensiero extrait de Nabucco deVerdi je vous fait partager ce lien qu'une élève m'a envoyé. un grand moment d'émotion, de musique, de partage. petite forme depuis deux jours. repos. rdv lundi avec les infirmières pour m'expliquer la chimio, mercredi pose de la chambre, jeudi chimio toute la journée. c'est parti mon kiki. j'ai mis mon costume de  Rambo (pas terrible les références cinématographiques....mais bon, on fait c'qu'on peut) et on va lui faire sa fête à l'autre tarlouse de crabos (appréciez la virilité de mes... [Lire la suite]
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19 octobre 2011


today, i've decided to do something with myself. i took my brushes and started painting listening to Al Green (he's the other Al in my life! ^^) i've got to finish a portrait, it's an order....and i'm in a hurry! i've got to do it before the chimio starts!! i'm worried that i might not be able to do as well after... lunch with Sandra, she's taking me to a japanese restaurant!! we're making the most of the time before chimio....because they said that your taste changes....apparently, it's not worth opening good bottles of... [Lire la suite]
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