22 octobre 2011

beau moment

va pensiero extrait de Nabucco deVerdi je vous fait partager ce lien qu'une élève m'a envoyé. un grand moment d'émotion, de musique, de partage. petite forme depuis deux jours. repos. rdv lundi avec les infirmières pour m'expliquer la chimio, mercredi pose de la chambre, jeudi chimio toute la journée. c'est parti mon kiki. j'ai mis mon costume de  Rambo (pas terrible les références cinématographiques....mais bon, on fait c'qu'on peut) et on va lui faire sa fête à l'autre tarlouse de crabos (appréciez la virilité de mes... [Lire la suite]
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19 octobre 2011

peinture

today, i've decided to do something with myself. i took my brushes and started painting listening to Al Green (he's the other Al in my life! ^^) i've got to finish a portrait, it's an order....and i'm in a hurry! i've got to do it before the chimio starts!! i'm worried that i might not be able to do as well after... lunch with Sandra, she's taking me to a japanese restaurant!! we're making the most of the time before chimio....because they said that your taste changes....apparently, it's not worth opening good bottles of... [Lire la suite]
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18 octobre 2011

good day

i forgot to say.... today was a good day ! ^^ j'ai oublié de vous dire....aujourd'hui, c'était une belle journée ! ^^
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18 octobre 2011

s..t day !

ok....yesterday was a s..t day. it didn't start really well, it's not really worth telling what happened in details. it's just that i suddenly realised and freaked out....and panic!!! Ali rushed and saved me from my demons (i told you he's perfect!!) i had an IRM exam (i don't know the word in english), it's like a scanner, but they can see even better. then i had an appointment with my favorite doctor "manu"......of course i don't call him Manu for real!!!!! he's docteur Eyrye, he looks like a bear, and he's nice like a teddybear!... [Lire la suite]
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15 octobre 2011

premier rendez-vous

  On thursday, i had an appointment with a cancer specialist. i had so many questions to ask!!. i had no information appart the fact that i have a cancer before i arrived in his office. to tell the truth.....it was a bit hard. coming from no informations going to....maybe a bit too much. by the law, they have to tell everything, second effects to worse scenarios. i came in i was ready to hear everything....i came out totally shaken. just as well i went with a friend (thank you Sandra)...i had a little cry in the lift living... [Lire la suite]
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15 octobre 2011

mensonge !!

J'ai trouvé cet échantillon dans un magazine à la clinique! évidemment, vous imaginez bien que je me suis empressée de le tester!! Miracle instantané! qu'ils disent!! total repair, répare cellule à cellule!!! j'me suis dit: chouette!!! j'suis sauvée!!! bon, alors, après m'en être bien appliqué de partout, j'ai senti une différence au niveau de l'odeur (plutôt agréable) et du raidissement du poil bien lissé. mais quand même.....j'suis à deux doigts de faire un procès à l'Oréal!!!!!! ^^ I found this sample in a girls magazine in... [Lire la suite]
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13 octobre 2011

first impressions

you all got the message the day after , because i knew i will need help from the ones i love. i felt like going to war, and building my army. i still fell that way. i know part of the "winning the battle" will be with support, news, jokes, anything that helps me have good time. the funny thing, is that i have tried loosing weight for months (and haven't been able to loose anything with a cancer...) and now i eat to keep myself strong for the treatment! life is bizarre. one thing is sure. if i go through that.... i will be fat and... [Lire la suite]
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13 octobre 2011

the first day....

as you all know, last week i went to hospital, and when the doctor told me i had a cancer. i felt that everything was falling apart. i got shivers from head to toes. i thought about Ali, the kids, family, friends. my little world was upside down. i really felt like this: comme vous le savez tous, la semaine dernière à la clinique le docteur m'a annoncé que j'ai un cancer. j'ai eu l'impression que le sol se dérobait sous mes pieds. j'ai été traversée de frissons de la tête aux pieds. mes pensées sont allées directement vers Al, les... [Lire la suite]
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